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hardd questions // what do i think?


1) If you were deserted on an island in the middle of nowhere, what is the first thing you would do?

I'd probably have to calm myself down... and rationalize. Think about the situation and then make the best of it. I would think about survival first, not finding away off the island. Gotta make it through the first night. It might actually be fun!

2) If God didn't exist, would you invent him?

I'm not sure... this one would come down to if I had any knowledge of a higher being like that. If I didn't know, if our society didn't teach about Gods and creators, then maybe I wouldn't. But then again, maybe I would create someone I could go to for advice and maybe I would create someone to watch over me. It depends on a lot of things.

3) If you grew up the complete opposite of how you did, would you be a different person?

Yes and No. I think we as beings have a preset mind and soul. Things around us don't necessarily make us who we are. We may be influenced by our surroundings but as a being I already hold my own feelings, thoughts, and 'person'. Its complicated to explain but I think its a part of our brains we don't use. A part that explains how we know things, how we figure out who we are, etc.

4) If someone pulled a gun on you and did shoot you, would you be angry?
Honestly, I take what life brings me with an open mind. People have to deal with their own problems. And I understand people live hard lives. It would be their problem in the end. To deal with their own suffering. I would hope them the best and hope they understand they need help. I wouldn't be hateful, maybe only for a short amount of time. But I would be thankful that God saved me. I wouldn't dwell on the hate for that person, only hope they got some help.

5) If you could have anything in the world, what would it be?

I would have a magic lamp that I could rub and ask the genie for as many wishes as I want

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wanting. waiting. proving.

Have you ever wanted something so bad that you think it might not happen? That it will be jinxed because of how bad you want it? What happens if it doesn't happen? Then what? That's scarier than a lot of things that could possibly happen.

Why do people make it so hard to prove things? If you wanted something bad enough and you are trying your damnest, then why would people still cut you down and say you can't do it? Why, if it is something out of the ordinary for you, do people feel the need to shut you down? If you want something bad enough to try your hardest and do everything it takes, I would back you up and praise you. Apparently most people don't think that way.

If in the end, you do succeed, then what do those people think? Usually they are still ignorant and won't give you the praise you deserve. Why are people this way? Why are people jealous? Why are people unhappy? If on the way through your journey, why do people tell you all the negatives? Why do they act like they know more about it than you do?

If in the end, you don't succeed, why do people feel so sorry for you? But behind your back, tell others they knew you couldn't do it? Why do they act like its better this way? How is it better if that's what you really wanted?

If in the end you do not succeed, and you wanted it more than anything, is it right not to be able to get over it? Is it okay to think there's nothing else? What if there really isn't? What if that was your last choice? The last hoo-rah?

Is fate controlling you if in the end you do or don't succeed?